She lead a typical suburban soccer mom life, placing herself on committees and staying busy with her middle school aged children most of the time.  Her marriage was good, not great.  They were still friends and he was a good father.  She still loved him but the passion was gone a long time ago.  Yet out of respect for him she never strayed but instead dreamed often of the sexual fantasies she knew could only be whimsy.  She often awoke throbbing and wet, the sexual dreams involving other men and multiple men making her blush. It was hard to ever find time for herself, but on a random girls night out after a few too many martinis her also married friend opened up about a new sex toy company she found online and had ordered from.